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you know what i just realized? i have to change my WHOLE ENTIRE live journal all this stuff reminds me of people i either still love or people who have hurt me deeply someone help i dont know how to do all the stupid code thingys ill find new lirics and qhotes and stuff but i need a new song...omg i feel like im going to be sick or im going to cry...
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1 hand down this is the best day that i ever remember
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Hello everone I figured i get on and update....hehe i found ford's livejournal...what dork...well this weekend was soooo busy on friday aly and chelsea came with me to the football game and then i had to hunt lizzie down to bring her to my house so that she could get brought home by her weird drunk brother and my drunk mother and her drunk friend mad fools of themselves in front of my friends it was kind of imbarrasing okay no it was REALLY imbarassing...but then chelsea spent the night and in the morning i cleaned while chelsea played music for me and the Morgan cam over and hung out for a little bit and then i got called into work 3 hours early and i had to cancel with ashley2, she didnt seem to happy, i feel bad really bad...then i woke up this morning and had to go to breakfast with my parents and grandparents but it worked out because i got to have areally good talk with granma grasshopper...then i went to work...more drame...and then i went to the mall to get yoppers b-day present and then i gave it to her since i couldn't hide it from her...hehe...then i went to visist dj..and he was busy so he called me later and we talked ....and it was.....ok....drama...what else can i say ....my mind is always in a HUGE fluster...always....then i did lots of homework...and then dj called again and we had a ....i guess you would call it a "leading" conversation... it was one of those talks that opens alot of doors that we both want and dont want ot be opened but at the end of the conversation nothing is solved its just left on the table until the net time we talk...which is supposed to be tommorow...i dont know why ..ok yes i do..but he wanted me to go see him tomorrow..i have class...not going to work..so ill call him...but he wants to see me..bad?ok?good? im not sure...but we will see okay iwill write mpre later but im not quite sure whose reading this so im not going ot elaborate over the internet and get myself in trouble for something not sounding right...ya know? okay
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okay all i wanted to do was go to the beach GOd is doing everything in his power to stop me...my mom even said yes...but every other option was DENIED! (not blaming you sammie i know it wasnt your fualt) but i might not see david now and i know you dont care and i know your sick of hearing about it but oh well shove it at least im saying here and not outloud i havent seen him since the weekend before valentines day thats like two weeks!!!! THIS SUCKS!!!! well all the rest i have to say and all the rest of my anger can not be expressed in words so im gonna go but i am angrey and frustrated....i feel like im going to explode and i think im on the verge of a breakdown...omg im going to cry....
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2 hands down this is the best day that i ever remember
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[19 Feb 2005|10:26am] |
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[27 Jan 2005|11:37pm] |
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i officialy feel used..he didn't come to lunch, who was i kiding i didnt give him what he wanted i know he wasnt what i wanted but it still hurts being rejected. at least i wasnt the one breaking it off this time so finally im not the bad guy...second day hes blown me off. funny though how i can feel relieved and wonder why i do that to guys at the same time...am i that confusing that i scare them off or do they just want some and when they dont get it they turm around and leave me there all worked up, flustered, pants down, looking for someone to strap my bra?(that was a metaphor...)but just the same boys suck...and i dont...im back to counting the days that go by(yeah like i ever stopped) 1 year and 11 days.it cant come soon enough. i want to be surprised...i dont want a party i just want a surprise...i dont want ot have to be apart of the planning but i am...i guess its okay.im just sick of being in control i guess...i wish i could let go...but my heart says HELL NO! i now realize that i dont only want david but i need him...i have never actually felt my heart hurt until now...i didnt even know it could do that...but my hear honestly aches when i think of how much i miss him...so i try to think of the good times and that just makes me cry...anywho i had and eventful day got home from lhs went to pcc then bartow ford then to get gas then to go tanning the nto work now im here i should be working but im not im venting to a computer funny how in the back of my mind i really think posting my feelings up on the internet is the stupidest thing ever...i just find myself doing it its the only time i can talk about my problems in my house without my parents listening in but im just worried that zahner will find my entries and take them all the wrong way and then tell david and ill have to explain a bunch of crap that got misinterpreted.i needtro go i have anatomy, pcc, and beefs hw ill ttyl love you guys hope youve had it better than me.
~xoxoxoxxooxxoxox~Heather Feather~
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well ijust wrote a big thing and it got lost I HATE THAT!!!!!! but the jist of it is that i screwed up nad i know it but what i dont understand is why no one told me!!! how could you let me do something so stupid. i let my physical needs over rule my heart. i thought if i just closed my eyes it would be okay but it wasnt now i feel hurt and used but its my fault i let it happen...please help me i need someone i cant handle this pain by myself anymore and i need a shoulder to cry on...sammie and aly prob think this is the pms talking but i really need this help. i cant stay the "grown up" one all the time i need to be held and loved...but all my love ones have lives liek me or i cant see them HEY YOU GUYS I NEED YOU!!!!!!! SOON BEFORE I HAVE A BREAKDOWN!!!! it wont be pretty...well i need to go before i make this worse...
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DAVID STILL LOVES ME!!!!!!! I saw him friday night and it was perfect all my worries faded away...i knoe, i know its corny but i dont care. one of the guys at work saw us and now he rags on me lol it was worth it though! and then last night i got to talk on the phone with him for a while that was really nice THANK YOU ALY!!!! I realized how much i really miss him i knew i missed him but i didnt think that it was this bad...but at least i know i have nothing to worry about! so david zahner can kiss my ass and stop trying to give my david advise, becuase his advise SUCKS!!!! But i think i will now be happy for a while! i hope i have 1 year and and like 23 days! its going to take forever!~ but i need to go write a paper now so i will write later thank goodness the server is finally back up i really wanted to write!
xoxoxoxoxoxHeather!
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well i havent been able t owrite because as many of you know i had bronchitis. IT SUCKED! i thought i was going to die. well David is coming to see me friday and well im scared. i took a stacker tonight at work and i was geeking hard it was great but now i cant sleep i think i might take a tynolal3 it will make me sleep but im scared to take it just in case it affects the stacker. but i dont feel it anymore i think i just cant sleeo becasue of friday. im scared of what we will say what we will do i will probably cry i always do all i wantis for him to hold me and tell me everything will work out and that he will always love me i dont know what i would do with out him i die a little everyday that i dont see him slowly i feel like im breaking downbut ill see him and ill be on like a high and a low all at once for like 2 weeks, its the weirdest feelinbg ever im happy becuase i saw him but sad because he had to leave agian. but then ill just start dying again. i cant even date someone i bet he is...well i shouldnt say that there really isnt any girls at his school so he says he might not i guess ill find out on friday depends on how we are if we are like old times then hes probably single if hes distant then hes probably attached god i hope everything is the same. i love him to much my world wor crumble if i lost him. he means so much to me.it hurts just thinking about it. i have to stop im making myself cry im going to try and go to sleep post a comment if you want most of you probably wont read this and you wont comment you dont want to hear me complain about david because i always do but i dont care f*** you if you think that...you just hate your own life and you are just jealous becasu you know that i have found the love of my life. so if you actually read this thanks why not comment on it and tell me what you think.
love to all
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Heather Feather
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2 hands down this is the best day that i ever remember
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Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am
Once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it
Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Just seeing you it kills me now
No I don’t cry
On the outside anymore.
I THINK YOU GET THE POINT.
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I AM SO OBSSESSED...and for once it's not with a boy. I love Kelly Clarkson's song " Since You Been Gone" I don't know why but I love it I keep playing it over ond over. I have a lot of her other songs but right now all I want is this song!
Swim banquet was tonight, I got my first ever trophy for sportsmanship. It's big. I like it! I ordered a DVD that Jimmy made. so many memeories. I'll miss all the senoirs so much! I just got to know them :( I also snatched some pictures of me and Katie. They are really good. I can put them in my book!
SO Casey introduced me to this guy Danny, her and Matt want us to go on a double date. So I might, he seems nice. I think Ryan finally got the point he stopped calling and Timmy told me that Ryan told him that Ryan didn't think it was going to work out. I feel sort of bad but I'm glad it's over. I really wasn;t feeling it. He was to pushy.
...Hold on I got to restart Kelly Clarkson...
Okay well that was pretty much today. First period was boring. I got my schedule fized for next term. I have to take that stupid careers class even though I know what I want to be. but its an easy A. Second period was stupid as usual. lunch Casey and I left notes on Danny's car and third period we had a sub so we talked and worked on our worksheets and Timmy attacked me with the cleaner stuff that is like commpressed air in a can. I sprayed it all over me and my butt froze! then in fourth i think we made mrs shelnut mad AGAIN becase all we do is talk! but thats about it.
Gotta Go Love you guys.
xoxoxoxoxo Heather Feather
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OHHHH MY GOODNESS THIS IS THE BEST NIGHT EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE WON STATE 31-7 We kicked their asses!!i was so happy i was about to cry...plus i saw my matty and he gave me that smile that makes me melt, the smile that made me love him (okay maybe not love, but close enough!) And i saw daniel and jovan and jenny and andrea...good times,good times, i miss you guys. Aly came with me so we will always have this memory! Oh yeah and i got this interesting smile fron jeff...hmmm i wonder...i need to break it off with ryan and soon ill do it monday...oh my goodnesss...we got home and brian sent us out in his car to taco bell...i saw donnie for the first time in over 9 months...wierd, i was shaking the whole way over there becasue i was so nervous about seeing him...i never thought would do that. but whatever now tommorow aly and i are boxing for senior orphans and then ihave to go to casey's mom's babyshower WooHoo!
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Well I feel good...i feed the Senior Orphans today I have done a good deed. And on Wednesday Im picking friut for them and on Saturday im paking boxes with food and presents for them I love Christmas!!! I Love Old People!!! I wish Sammie and Aly were here to help but they gots lots to do thats okay! Homework first always...so surprisingly Ryan hasnt called he said he'd call tuesday but i figured he'd call today...i'm not complaining im just scared he's gonna want to go out again and im just not sure if i want to. I guess i better make a choice soon huh? Well David decided it would be best if we were just friends so i agreed so that i wouldnt make the situation worse. i love that boy. but now that were "friends" i have no excuse t onot date im a free woman i just have to find the right guy...for now. well i really need to do my homework for oce thats why i left early from the dinner loveyou guys
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okay..so we won our football game and i get to go to gainsville how great is tha!?!?!?!?! im so excited, liz is coviring my shift! and last night ryan brought me flowers and hung out with my mom for like 3 hours before surprising me by picking me up from work...interesting hes trying so hard. its nice, no boy has ever givin me flowers.or tried this hard for that matter. im just gonna keep doing waht im doing i told him i dont want to rush it im not gonna let a little gesture make me change my mind im not going to screw this up because im still skeptical and aly and sammie know what i mean about that but please dont yell at me... and then tonight i had to be a bitch becasue some dude brought mcdonalds in beefs so i had to tell him he couldnt have it in the store he was like"so i have ot go eat it in my truck?" i was like i dont care what you do with it you just cant have it in the store sorry...lol great times.but hes coming over tommorow after i get off work and we are also decorating our tree so i guess he (ryan) will be joining us for that? i guess..this is so awkward.it just feels weird. i cant figure it out...hes a GREAT guy and i like him..i think it just feels weird.i dont want to be physical is that bad? like i cant even see myself kissing him and i want to be kissed i want to be kised bad! Lol. but i cant see it with him? i dont know. well i gotta go now because i have to get up early and fix my car before work and then after work i have to decorate the christmas tree!!! yay ...i need tripod time again :( love you guys
XOXOXOXOXXOOX Heather Feather
oh yeah and i got the new Jay-Z and Linkin PArk CD for keith for christmas hes gonna LOVE it !!!!!
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You Are a Dreaming Soul |
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
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WOW its a horse yay!!! i love horses!
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well tonight went really well we went to the movie and it was a good movie but then i went to meet his parents i met almost everyone it was wierd but they are great so im gonna give him a chance...ill try this whole dating thing again lol. he agreed to take it really slow and we arent exchanging christmas gifts i told him no its too early. but i need to go im on my own for food tonight and im really hungrey!
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[27 Nov 2004|10:57pm] |
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well today was absolutely great. this morning i checked my lj and jj wrote me and that made me feel much better i didnt even think he read what i wrote usually...lol guess i better be careful lol...but now we are talking again and i have my friend back! he totally understands my situation with david and thinks my mom is just being motherly i agree totally, even though it sucks. but davids brother came in to beefs today it was kind of wierd hes good i asked how david was hes good too and hes in town but he didnt come up to beefs...hmmmm i wonder why lol.but this afternoon before i went to work i went to the mall with my two bestest friends (the tripod together at last) but i got my christmas present from sammie: my bright ass pink sexy bra that gives me more clevage than i though i even had lol. and then i bought myself 2 new shirts they are great and i love them but work kinda stunk it was hectic but now im here and i have dsl so i can finally get online without the wicked witch of the beall residence! i talked to ryan (publix boy) he wants to go on a date on wednesday... i think ill go and give this whole dating thing another try...even though im afraid that no one will ever be david if you know what i mean but it will still be nice to be taken out and treated to dinner and a movie and have something to get dressedup for and be giddy with the girls with you know...now i feel bad i forgot aly changed sns and when she imed me i was like who is this? she was like you crack monkey your best frind lol but oh well she understand but im gonna go for now i might write later if anything comes up
XOXOXOXOXXOXOXO Heather Feather
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THANK YOU JJ!!!!!!
AND Aly and Sammie but you know what i mean. but still you made me feel better i will talk to you now.well about the boy.....hes 19...your going to laugh...its david jordan..i know i know but it just happened. well i got to go ill ttyl have a good day.
XOXOXOXOXO Heather Feather
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well okay heres what has been going on... it all started about 2 months ago when i finally told my mom about me and david and she said he was to old and we should wait and then me stupidly THE NEXT DAY convinced aly to go to orlando to see him and tell my mom that we were going to brandon needless to say we got caught and i got grounded for 2 months.but i really miss him and i cant stop thinking of him..i have been forbidden to see him until im 18.but everytime i see a yellow truck or a certain song comes on the radio i wasnt to cry and sometimes i do.i have thrown myself into my work and my school hoping to occupy my thoughts for a bit but something ALWAYS triggers a memory...how does he do it how does he just keep on going i know its terrible but i hope hes struggling like me becasue if he is then i know he meant it when he told me he loved me. the other day i had a dream that i went to surprise him at his apartment and another girl was there in his t-shirt and in his boxers i froze for a moment and then i just ran i couldnt get away fast enough and i just cried he ran after me trying to explain but i couldnt look at him...i know if i told of this dream he'd say "baby, you know that would NEVER happen" and then i would be assured but hes not here to assure me. and we agreed to live our lives and if someone came along we wouldnt make a big deal but i dont know if i would be able to not make a big deal out of something like that.i cant see myself with anyone else i try but something always gos wrong maybe i just dont try. but its so hard when in the back of my mind im worried that the minute i get close to someone that he will come home and reassure me that he cant live without me either. wishful thinking huh? i just dont know what to do anymore. ive lost almost everyone...i called mollie the other day told her we should get together for lunch....yeah like thats ever goining to happen...jj is also in college and we dont have anything in commen anymore hes off doin stuff that i have no part in im scared to email him or comment on his live journal for the fear of his friends being like "who's that?" it would be stupid.its not worth it but i would really like to talk to him even though im on his buddy list i doubt he'll reas this even though i read his and i miss our talks and how he always made me feel awsome and special...he has a way of doing that so how he keeps getting his heart broken i dont know becasue if i EVER had a chance with him i would have held onto him with everything. then theres cory that whole nother story we just sort of stopped talking after he found out about me and david he readlly didnt like us together you know the whole protective big brother thing but still i miss him.and all my friends that were seniors last year. they were the only true realationships last year(other than the tripod of course) but other than that oh and casey too....but other than that everyone was two faced and i just had to get them out of my life.but im done rambling for now i just feel worse. i miss the good old days when i had friends that cared (other than the tripod and casey) but i wish i would have looked like i look now back then. lol i was really bad looking...lol well ttyl
xoxoxoxxoxo Heather Feather
Comment if you like... i would love to hear your advise i need some or maybe some encouragement
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3 hands down this is the best day that i ever remember
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Sorry I havent written in like forever but i havent been able to get online but now i ha DSL YAY!!!!! so now if im not at work or at school i will hopefully be on i hope everyone is well love ya.
XOXOXOXO Heather Feather
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HAVANA NIGHTS ROCKS!!!! okay so ive only watched half of it but so far its great its starting to get steamy now oooolalala! talking about getting all steamy...i miss David so much.but i might get to see him tommorrow! i bought a denim skirt just for him. OMG the frogs outside will not stop mating there going to get frog herpes! yay frog herpes! Yay for drunk rich old men and sprinklers good times!
THEY NEED TO KISS ALREADY!!!!!!! make them kiss please someone around here needs to get some. aLL righty i need to go i want to watch this movie the good part should be coming up i love you guys ttyl!
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HELLO EVERYONE!
Well sorrry i havent written lately but alys been updating my lj everyonce in a while for me! we are now sitting here watching a makeover story since i skipped practice! well we had our first meet yesterday...i cried..i had to do a 200 yd. it was hard but i did it i may havew come in last but i did it!!! i didnt stop i went all the way! that takes balls! but i was supposed to do a 500 yd but thank god...it rained and the meet got cancelled. anyways i cried because i felt like coach made me imbarrass myself because i knew i would come in last and im sure she did too but everyone was screaming for me and cheering me on and afterwards they all told me i did SOOO great.i kinda felt like they were only saying it to make me feel better. probably not im probably overanalyzing the situation but it seems right to me.whatever .well davids in orlando and i miss him bunches butwe will be okay im trying to find ways to tell my mom about us but i cant so if anyone has any HELP ME just give me some ideas.well im gonna watch tv and eat oreos with aly before i have to go to work...love you guys! buh bye *muah* Heather Feather
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hey guys. I've been busy lately. Possibly going to go to college a year early and leave Aly and Sam behind. Maybe maybe not haven't decided yet, but it's out there. My day: tripod in the morning, school, swimming, work. I wrote notes and stuck them to Aly's car today. [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<note [...] "from>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] hey guys. I've been busy lately. Possibly going to go to college a year early and leave Aly and Sam behind. Maybe maybe not haven't decided yet, but it's out there. My day: tripod in the morning, school, swimming, work. I wrote notes and stuck them to Aly's car today. <note "from Aly> I felt all warm and bubbly inside. eep! < / note> haha Aly's a nerd. But I love her and Sammie too. ok well I'm off again.
Love ya,
Heather
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IM LOVED!!! I'm finally loved !!!!
well i am so unbelievably happy. i have a great job, i am so happy swimming, i have great friends, and i finally got told that im loved....notihng could go wrong...okay well alot could but im going to keep that in the back of my mind. but i have practice every day and i have to work tonight and tommorow night....come see me please!!?!?!? and i have so much to look foward to hopefully i will have a great week i have practice which surprisingly i kind like it and i have to work all week to but thats okay because i get paid on friday!!! and then also on friday its the first football game!!!!!!!and guess what davids coming home so i finnally get to see him.lol well im gonna go aly and i are watching the olympics. love ya all!
xoxoxo byebye
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ok so it's been school, drama, work and swim practice. I LOVE ALY AND SAMMIE!! I don't know what else to say b/c i'm going to let you in on a little secret... this is Aly not heather. mwhahaha. anycu... we're going to go see the princess diaries 2 sometime, but not sure when because we all have work. *tear*.... ok thats it i gotta go to swim practice...
Love Ya'll
I'm going to try to get a truck YAY!
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I GOT TO DRIVE THE BIG BIG TRUCK!!!!!!!!
My uncle Tater let me drive his duely its a deisel its a biggin! wow I was so freakin excited i wanted to shout GET ER DONE BOYS! GET ER DONE!!! Wow see what the country does to me ...I love It I want a cowboy but Tater says no becasue he knows what they do...sad i want a boy in tight wranglers, a cowboy hat, dip in his mouth (not really but it goes!!) and a rope in his hand. And he better be sittin on a bull a horse or a BIG BIG Truck. hummm ok im better! but thats what I want but i guess im gonna have to settle for an ol' City boy who dont know nuthin bout livin in the country...sad well I gotta go help my uncle Tater cut his hair on the back porch lots of love to all
--Get Er Done! (Ya'll-thats my new sign off-ya like it?) well if ya dont go find ya city girl cause this cowgirls gotta ride!
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Okay well hello everyone im still at my aunt but im coming home tomorrow YAY!! like yallcare or you even miss me but whatever... heres the events of this week 4th of july iwent on the boat it wa fun but i wished i was withall you yall and then we went and watched fireworks(still wishing i was at the party! and wishing I was knowing alys secret that she wont tell me!!!!!)then on monday i went on the boat again and tuesday i ran errands with my aunt and of course she took me shopping! and we got pedicures! I love my aunt sooooooooo much then i got to go watch her and all her fellow coworkers play softball that was hilarious!and yesterday we ent to the beach and i had to go with my aunt to "the Pampering Room" becasue she needed a spray on tan before she went to cocoa beach this weekend with all the girls cray huh we spent all this time in the sun and she still wants a spray on (a waste of money if you ask me!)only do it if its nessesary.but then today i went to the florida mall with my new friend laura (she has a really hot brother)...if only i lived in kissimee sad isnt it he is really cute and hes only 16.but oh well.but now im back at my aunts all alone my aunt left for her 4 day cocoa beach thing with the girls today so i get cuality uncle tater and me time yay! but really hes pretty cool but now i gotta go i love yall im coming home tommmorow xoxokisses and lovexoxo
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[03 Jul 2004|11:10pm] |
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Well I know your at camp but maybe you will read this. you dedicated this song to me once but now i am sending back to you not only does the chourus mean somethin now..now the lyrics do to
It was a straight faced lie
I believed
It was a straight faced lie
You would ever leave me
But for now I'll keep believing your words
And soon enough my strength will return
I'll take care of you oh
Have faith that when you call my name
I'll be there
I'll be right there
So keep breathing oh
Keep that sweet heart of yours beating
I'll be right there
I'll be right there
I'll be right there
I'll be right there
so please call me. i miss you. i miss my brother. please.
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| All Brand New |
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Well for yall that saw this live journal before it looked very hopeless and now well its AWESOME...or at least I think so. Well Aly and I went to Sammies last night and we had loads of fun everyone was a bit tipsy...never again i say but ya never know hehe...so now we are all at Alys watchin tv and fixen our live journals David is mad at Aly for last night and I still havent heard from Matt.So everything is just frekin great.Sense the sarcasm? Well ya should of. Now Aly is haveing a little shindig tommorow with a lot of our mutual friends but because my mom is phsyco I have to go home at 9 tommorrow and miss the WHOLE thing...Grrrrrrrr. I'm so frustrated. But we are trying to make tonight okay we water-balloned Ford and it was great. But today we didnt get out of bed until like11:30 because we were so tierd and well i was a bit sick but we went to breakfast and then Aly and I went over to bother Brett again we stayed there for a while and it was a lot of fun. I saw pictures of him from when he was little and he tried to wrestle me for them yeah right I won of course. I always win. But now I need to go because I'm on the downstairs computer and I want to watch T.V. I really hope somebody reads this and somebody cares> I know Aly and Sammie will but well probably no one else will oh well I guess thats the price for having other friends that SUCK. So comment on my stuff and maybe you won't suck anymore but thats a maybe. (ALy and Sammie you already dont suck so dont worry) EVERYONE needs to get back into town because Lakeland Sucks im leaving this town ill be back wednesday...talk to ya then.
**XOXO Muah Love to all XOXO**
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[01 Jul 2004|07:23pm] |
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WEll Aly and Sam spent the night at my house last night and then Smmie left at like 7 to go to work and Aly left like at 9 but she was back 2 hours later whatcha gonna do? We drove 2 hours to go to the tampa mall and only stayed for about 45 minutes it was great fun there was a really hot guy in a really hot car taking his shirt off AWWWWW~!!! wow! so i guess now im single again or at least thats what i think i am ebery time matt says hes going to call well...he doesnt so i guess he doesnt want ot talk to me anymore thats all good ill just hitt on someother guy *enter Aly* I WANT TO TALK TO YOU FOR FOREVER!! *exit Aly* i have my eyes on some guys mostly just 2 but ones WAY to old and likes a girl 200 miles away plus he smokes *sad* 4 year old crushes SUCK!!! but whatch gonna do? but then theres jeff yeah we'll see about that well gotta go home ttyall later muah kisses
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[30 Jun 2004|02:43am] |
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Well Aly and I were gonna go to bed but we are both wired shes writing Maroon 5 lyrics on her white board and well im playing around with my new lj stuff very exciting huh? Well so much crap is going on and it really sucks...drama drama. Also I finally quit colorguard its such a relief. i really hope i made the right desicion everyone is telling me its going to be okay i just have to keep reassuring myself. But now i have time to committ to swimming and my job. MORE MONEY!! So thats alot better. Well do to the fact that the tripod has to grow up (sad) Sammie has a job and im in progress of one and Aly...well we're working on her, the tripod is so seperated lately boyfriends, ex-boyfriends, and daters sometimes really suck. right now they def do! So Im going to put my favorite lyrics on my profile...Dashboard Connfesional Rocks!!!! Hands Down..hehehe they really do rock.
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[30 Jun 2004|01:56am] |
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Okay well this is it. I've finally been convinced to join live journal! And well here it is. I dont know what I am doing so everyone is gonna have to help...I'll try and update this as much as possible HEHE! But you know me. I'm never on so I have given some control over this thing to Aly...scary thought huh?! so she can update it for me when I tell her too lol! Well I think thats it today I went to the "womanly" docter with my mom and found out that the babies a GIRL yay so much fun!!! And then I waited and waited and waited for Aly and justin to come and get finally they did we went ot the mall and beef o' brady's I met Emanuel and Dom! They are great and now im at my other home(aly's house) and we are gonna finally go to bed si i will ttyl ...hopefully ...Have a Superb Day!!!!
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